The other night I cried outside on my swing, and you listened patiently on the other end of the phone. I cried because everyone I’ve ever loved has let me down, and it’s been so hard letting go of my fears to let you in completely. The fact that you didn’t judge me or hate me for admitting I wasn’t giving you all of me let me do just that. All those walls tumbled down that night, and now it’s just me… bare, naked, vulnerable, and more in love than I ever thought possible. I know you won’t break my heart. Don’t let me down, Prince Charming.

I love you,

Dear Boyfriend,

I know we’ve been dating only two months, but I would marry you. Of course, not right now, because we both need to graduate from college first, but in a few years, if you ask me, I will say yes. There’s just something about having chemistry, sharing faith, and being able to tell you anything that crosses my mind. Thank you, thank you for that. Thank you for taking care of my heart, unlike all the people who have dated me in the past. I thank God that you popped up in my life right when I needed you. Sometimes I wake up and your body is still imprinted on mine; even if you didn’t spend the night, I still feel you there. It’s like you’re some extension of me, and I’m confused sometimes when I wake up and you’re not there. I love you, I love your eyes and your heart, your strength and faith.

So if you asked me, I’d say yes.
Even though I know it’s not the time for that right now.

Love,
Your Girlfriend

Here is a couple pics of me and my man :)

Im loving my dental assisting program! We just started to get in the fun stuff! Clinical is so fun! were doing hands on things that I just love!!! Here is a picture with me and natalia shes testing out the saliva ejector fun fun :)

SO a couple weeks ago I got the pleasure, yes pleasure to go to my boyfriends softball game, at the beginning it seemed like we were going to lose, but with a little help from the fans and of course having amazing team players they pulled through and won champion ship!!!

Well, I haven't updated in so long so I guess I'll start out with an update! I have started dental assisting and I have made a lot of new friends! I love this school its definitely not the easiest but its so fun to learn all this new stuff. I have a boyfriend we have been together for almost two and half months. His name is Aaron and he is AMAZING. He is most definitely one of the most successful and charming men I have met, I can be myself with him and just be, its nice. Were pretty good together I think :). Well I don't want to update to much or else ill just sound cheesy :).

Dear World,
I've been struggling a lot with forgiveness. I know that forgiveness is something you're supposed to be able to give...how can you do it when someone's wronged you so badly? I feel guilty for not being able to move past the things people have done to hurt me...but I just can't let it go.
♥ always,
Liss