i will never hate you. i will always hate what you did to me. you've made it onto a list i never thought i'd ever have to add to again: congratulations, you're officially just another piece of shit to walk into my life, only to break my heart and stroll right on out again. a part of me will always want to forgive you so i can know what's it like for you to hold me and kiss me again, but another part of me gets sick at the thought of your tough. brutal honesty, i'm sorry, but it's true. it may seem completely ridiculous to you, but i gave you plenty of chances to redeem yourself, and over and over again you went down the same road. this is not my fault. you created all of these problems. you gave an idea of perfection for a hope of starting over with a stranger. you ruined everything for us. now you'll never see me in blue.