i think our friendship is slowly coming to a close. i've stepped back and realized that you don't take the time like i do to simply enjoy what is around you. i've noticed that everything you do absolutely must have a purpose. which sounds good in theory, but gets exhausting. i hardly see or hear of you reflecting on situations and saying "i felt relaxed". everything you tell me about always involves some kind of stress....either being pissed, or crying or upset, or confused....in fact, mostly negative. hardly ever do i hear "it just felt good" ...unless it of course involved some kind of guy. i know i'm your best friend well not lately, but i always hate hearing about how something is just pissing you off. or how you have such-and-such to do. or how some situation is simply going to hell. yes you are driven....but what's the point if you don't at least enjoy yourself along the way? it gets you where you are going, and fast, but doesn't give you the time to realize whether or not it's what you want. that's the point of trying to enjoy yourself.