You are a pathetic excuse for a human being. I can't believe that in the time that I've known you, you have only become less and less of a person. Every time I interact with you my anger toward you lessens and my pity for you increases; no--not pity--rather my disgust. I can't believe that I allowed you to affect me in such a strong manner, to seep into my inner being and simply crush me. I can't believe that I still allow you to have that power over me, while miles away.