I am so pissed at you. I can't believe you've done this to me, again. You have made me feel like a fool, act like a fool, and look like a fool in front of everyone we know. I am disgusted with myself, but mostly with you. I gave you everything, and you gave me shit. Nothing. You never tried, and I made it so easy for you. I put my faith, my future, in your hands, and you swept them aside like they were nothing. I am nothing to you. Well, that's not true, I was something: your sex toy, doormat, and doting lover that waited around for you like some dumb animal. Our relationship was everything to me, but to you it was only an inconvenience. I am disgusted that I gave you 4 years of my life. I don't even want to begin to think about where I could be right now if it weren't for you and your lies. You lied to me. You always lied to me. Even in the end, the last words you said to me were lies. How can you live with yourself?
I knew everything about you, but I never knew the real you.
You knew everything about me, but never gave a damn whether or not you knew me.
I hope someday you realize what you've done, and it kills you inside.