Everything is shitty. Please do something good for me. Make things make sense. Things need to be less hectic, less confusing, less stressful, less all over the place. I need some guidance, some help, some compassion. Just help me figure things out. Give me a shoulder to cry on, a warm body to sleep next to. Let me forgive my weaknesses and pull through them until I'm my happy and positive self again. Let me ask others for help and not be ashamed. Let me express my feelings in the way that I want them to. Give me courage to ask for what I want. Let me sleep until I'm no longer tired. Let the rain wash away all this awful shit. Make me strong. Just make things easier for me to deal with. Thanks.