missing piece?

All day today i kind of done absolutely nothing, and its given me time to think. To think long and hard about every aspect of my life. And i've come to the conclusion that something is truly missing.

I have amazing friends who care. They aren't friends with me for what am, but for who I am. and it's great. I'm glad I have let the people who I have let in my life in. My friends listen to me, and we can talk about everything, oh and we do. I'm always there for them no matter what, and they are always there for me no matter what. I cherish them so much. They bring me so much happiness and so many smiles. They are what I live for and always will.

I've realized im not over my ex (he knows who he is), Ive been telling people I am and I have realized the first step in moving on is to admit to myself I can truely do better and I am okay with him having a new girlfriend because he's truely happy and he was nothing but rude to me and good things come to those who wait....

Still in my life I feel like a big piece is missing and I cant find it. I need someone to guide me in the right dirrection to find my missing piece.