Dear me,

Remember: if you don't push yourself out of what's normal for you, things will never change. It's true for working out and it seems to be true for life in general. So yes, it will be difficult and highly uncomfortable but you have to push through it. Are you not tired of mediocrity yet? You may be comfortable, but you're also miserable.

Get off your butt and do something about it.

Love,
You